Saturday, March 30, 2013

CALLING BACK


Episode 12


At a little romantic cafe in Bandung,

Hak tinggi 17 cm menjenjang kaki nya, tack tack tack kira kira begitulah suaranya, suara yang beradu dengan lantai cafe remang tersebut yang terbuat dari bahan kayu yang berwarna cokelat.
Keadaan cafe malam itu cukup ramai, maklum, Saturday night, long weekend romantic night for a date, gadis tersbeut menggulung rambutnya keatas dengan beberapa helai rambut yang jatuh ke pangkalan lehernya yang jenjang dan dihiasi seuntai kalung silver mini namun glamour.
Dress nya berwarna silver kemilau, indah menjuntai sampai dengan atas lutut, dengan belahan dada yang sedikit mengintip dan gerakannya yang begitu gemulai namun tegas, memantulkan ke anggunannya diantara semua pengujung cafe tersebut. Terasa beberapa sorot mata adam yang mulai melirik kehadirannya.

Ia melangkah perlahan menuju sebuah tempat duduk yang tidak menerima orang ketiga diantara meja dan kursi tersebut, dengan dikelilingi oleh lampu malam yang mungkin dapat membuat orang terlena kasmaran untuk beberapa jam. Ia duduk pada sebuha kursi kayu, sorotya tertuju pada panggung yang menampilkan seorang pria penyanyi cafe yang berperawakan tinggi, dan macho.
Namun, bukan itu yang ditunggu oleh gadis ini,kelihatannya ia menunggu seseorang yang membuat ia geregetan, dari gerak geriknya kelihatan bahwa ia gelisah, mencoba melirik ke handphone yang ia gunakan, sepertinya sampai dengan saat ini sekitar seperempat jam ia menunggu masih belum muncul batang hidung orang yang ia tunggu.

Sang penyanyi cafe, mulai memberikan kesempatan kepada pengunjung cafe untuk unjuk gigi kemampuan bernyanyi, kelihatannya ia sangat percaya diri, seakan akan tidak ada yang dapat mengalahkan suara bass nya, suara berat yang khas.

Dengan langkah sedikit gontai, gadis yang menarik perhatian saya dari tadi menuju ke panggung, dan

“today, I am a heart broken woman, I am depressed”

Seluruh pengunjung cafe hening, semua mata terarah pada gadis tersebut, ada yang menatap sedih, menatap aneh, menatap bingung, bahkan ada beberapa tatapan hampa,

he left me, after he hold my hand, he left me after i kissed him
yes, i am falling in love
and yes i know, falling is hurt,
he ignore me now,

thought, i am trying my best
giving my best surprise,
giving my best concern,
he yet, still says “we only can simply be a friend”

dari kejauhan seorang pria dengan polo shirt putih dan young jeans levis mencoba memerdirikan lehernya yang kurus, ia mengenali gadis tersebut, namanya Victoria Angel, seorang gadis yang pernah menyatakan cinta kepada dirinya.
Namun kini di depannya, seorang gadis yang ia cintai begitu dalam, begitu dalam..

Gadis tersebut meraih microphone, dan mulai mengambil suara,...

Now listening to Leona Lewis Bleeding Love,... I miss you Tuddy, i have tried my best to forget about you, but something is hard to forget, go and find your future thats what sweet little secret told me : ) four clover, hard to find, lucky to have.

JEWEL


Episode 11

A woman, with her long wavy brown hair, big charming eyes, starring at a guy, a guy who she used to love the most, and now, that guy turns into her best friend, boyfriend.
How come? Yet, the story is long story to tell,
This woman, then started her chant, she asked and she whisper it silent, she asked, my best friend usurp my boyfriend, my boyfriend also fall for her.
She said that “I am so sad, and disappointed, my heart is broken, I don’t know why, these things happened to me”
She started to cry out loud, sobbed, her tears fall down from the edge of her eyes, it shines but it is vividly blue.

That guy, with his hand so strong hugged her, and with his undertone,… he said “don’t worry honey, be grateful… God has a better plan”
People will never realize how lucky they are, until they felt depressed
People will never know how healthy they are, until they felt all sick
People will never know how wealthy they are, until they are penniless.
People will never know,
How much they love, until they lost…

So, be grateful, god has a better plan.

Now playing Melodies of Life – Original Sound track from Final Fantasy, this song reminds me of IS. Member of SiS, she is actually a pretty girl, un carved jade,… a pearl inside the shell… 

A Forever Good Night


Episode 10

A forever good night

There will be always a sweet good night from a friend, perhaps he is a special friend. He is being good to me, listening to me, and understanding me for almost 3 years, of course I stupidly know that, it is not that easy. He has wants from me, yes, he is loving me and I know, he is silently wanting me to love him as well.
Well, humanly speaking, I cannot say that feeling is not attaché, but to describe it well, he is the most good candidate as a husband, he is good, working hard, listener, and who will definitely love you, treat you good for the rest of your life.
So, are you going to marry him?

I am not that naïve, and stop being that naïve, is he going to wait for you? Oh, there other way of speaking, are you expecting him to wait for you? Or okay, other way of speaking, do you want him to wait for you?

Huh? Seems confusing, that’s what happening to me now, and let’s say, do you want a happy married life? Of course, okay, come to the most basic question ever, are you planning and preparing yourself to get into marriage? Er, I am not sure, that’s the point. I don’t even think I can or I will get married.

So, what do you enjoy honey?
I enjoy the process before in love,… because before you fall there is some kind of sweet interlude, and I love the interlude. How it treats me and magically it shakes my emotion.
Because by falling, you will hurt, that’s why it is called fall in love, if you don’t want to get hurt, don’t play with it. If you are planning to fall in love, and then, obviously you are also planning to get hurt as well, that’s the point.

So far, how do you think? What are you thinking of?

Are you saying that- you are scared for being in love because you know that you will definitely hurt?


Now listening to marriage de amour, from Richard Clayderman, a sad melancholy music sheets, I am going to play it.

Monday, March 11, 2013

06:27 YOU!



Episode 9


Jam dinding bersuara memberi nada malam sepi
Tik tok tik tok tik tok begitu katanya…
Ntah kepada siapa ia berseru,
Tidak ada balasan,
Hanya ia sendiri yang berseru,
Tik tok tik tok tik tok begitu derunya.

Ku mencoba memejamkan kedua sangkar jendela hidup
Terpejam, satu dua mungkin tiga detik
Aku terjaga kembali di tengah tengah keheningan malam
Dan sekali lagi terdengar bisikkan
Tik tok tik tok tik tok, bisikkan jam dinding

Kemudian, aku berjalan gontai,
Ku redupkan kedua penerang
Kembali berjalan lamban pelan,
Memasuk kilipatan kain penghangat
Dan kembali, ku mencoba
Memejamkan kedua pijar bintang,

Satu dua tiga, tidak lama kemudian,
Aku kembali terjaga.
Otak kumasih bekerja optimal,
Memikirkan beberapa hantu
Beberapa hantu yang mengelabui kusaat ini

Salah satu dari hantu itu adalah,
Kamu.