Episode 8
Flashback,
What a tiring day, I
finally got to my hotel room and take a bath hilariously, I got a date tonight
with that special person, our date is on 18:30 PM.
I am done, he is not
picking me up at my hotel, instead he is picking me up at a mall and shopping
center, 5 minutes, 15 minutes, 50 minutes,… I have been waiting… and waiting,
finally he come on 20:00 PM, you see, this guy make me wait for approximately
almost 2 hours,… but instead of hating him, I feel more to know him, yes… you
are right, I am loving this guy, with my heart, god! I got a special feeling on
him.
The night doesn’t
seems to be fair enough for a date, his white innova is moving slowly, I just
can’t take my eyes of him. I am in love.
The date was not
wonderful, we are holding hand, and chatting, all the way, but not intimidate,
not about family or work, it seems to be a little bit more like a crunchy
evening chatting. Yeah, meaningless, though I hope it is meaningful…
A kiss on his cheek
end our date, I miss him, so damn bad, what happened with me?
I have never been, so
long for so long, never been in love, I always keep my heart closed, but this
time, is different, I feel like I am in love, but dream does not last long,
when I text him, we both chat once again with some crunchy chatting subject of
course, the last word means a lot for me, he broke my heart, no hesitation, he
don’t even give me a chance to confess… he say the most cruel thing for a woman
in love, let us be friend, a friend forever.
So, that’s the end, I
know, I am not going to give up,…
Now starring on a
black slim LCD television in my room, a room left by my mom, I am watching a
movie from pixar called UP, this dvd is a gift from me, first gift. I miss him,
till this moment, I swear I miss him!
Yes, somebody told me,
something, it is not about to forget, but to let go.
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