MY EX

Episode 14

Flashing back,

I am walking on the borderline, slowly pointing my flat shoes on the narrow road,

Looking for something, called adventure,

But, how do I start? When do I start? My road of exciting adventure?

I am confused…

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That guy, a small little tiny guy coming out from the door of arrival at the Polonia airport Medan, he is wearing a clumsy shirts, which perhaps has been used and used, with short pants, he seems enjoying the flight, but his lining small single eyelid eyes looks swollen. Umm, perhaps he was born that way…

He is an architect, and he is my boyfriend,… do you love him? No, I am not… to be honest, I have never been in love for more than a month, I am easy, not easy to have, I am easy to get involved in love, but it turns out more easier for me to forget…

I will only cherish you, if you are unreachable, yep, that’s me!

We are planning on our holiday towards Brastagi in Medan Sumatera Utara of Indonesia, we are going to climb and enjoy our holiday to the waterfall of hope, the blue and white waterfall.

At last, we arrive, and I find out, he is a nice person indeed, but he doesn’t look good at all, I am blind that time,  beyond the blindfold.

People says that love makes you blind, indeed, I am blind that time, i have plenty of great looking guy waiting for me, so why must I insist of getting him?

And that from that moment, I realize, I am stupidly in love….

I am trying to pull myself together, I am emotionally controlled by him, I lost because I fall, days by days… we spent our day together, to the theme park, swimming in an extra cold pool, hugging, kissing, and loving each other, till the last day of our holiday, I find out, he has an affair with one of my friend.

There it goes, I am sad… I am desperate, i know, this is my fault, I knew ‘fall’ in love is a mistake, because ‘fall’ makes you hurt.

I am also sad, since I am not going to laugh twice for jokes which has been repeated, why I am feeling sad for the same things boys did to me?

That’s my love story, 6 months of relationship, 7 days of intermezzo meeting and holiday and a lifetime of memory, my heart has broken, and could you find each part and put it together again?

Now listening to Shania Twain – From this moment, an universal love song,…

Dedicated to one of my intermezzo, the architect of my unforgettable love story, an architect who built love for me and who ruin it… IiL*

AGE GAME

Episode 13

Wedding? Marriage? Commitment?

As a woman of course I am looking for a fabulous weddding ceremony, but not the married life

A a woman of course i need sex,but not the irritating husbanizer pleasure,

As a woman I also need rings, engagement ring, wedding ring, but not suffering

As a woman i also wanna be loved, but not hooked by love,

And yeah i know it sounds odd a little bit of logic area, but I rather be one’s mistress, i know it is difficult when you are in love, and you know i am just a broken hearted woman, but I didn’t say that i am contra to a marriage.

All i say is what i saw, what i feel,... i also do need a marriage but of course it is a need, not a must.

Certain aged woman, >30 are more difficult to find their mate, even pillow mate.

Why? Because when people grew older, their ego also grew bigger.

So, women are not going to listen to men, and men also not going to listen to women, that’s why it is difficult for them to get certain to their hectic life after being coupled.

Indonesian, sometime may say something like this (applied pratically)

Age 16-25 Who Am I? Siapa saya?

Age 25-35 Who is he? Siapa dia?

Age 35-40 Whoever! Siapa saja!

When the lays and lads are young they are looking for love, and love them and they will stick with it, and when they grew older when they succeed,people are looking for them, and they definitely will ask, who are you? What do you have?

Last, when they grew old, whoever is just fine! Their heart is tired and they need a rest.

That’s what fact taught us....