09:27 LOVE KILLER

Episode 4

Am I feeling lonesome?

Oke, saya ulangi sekali lagi… apakah saya merasa kesepian?Anda mulai mengeryitkan jidat anda, hidung anda mulai kembang kempes membaca kalimat saya.

Jadi, apakah anda juga kesepian?

Kali ini mata anda mungkin sudah membentuk satu garis lurus karena saking fokusnya dengan pertanyaan diatas.Tanyakan kepada hati anda, apakah anda kesepian? Apakah saya kesepian?Miris namun fakta, iya saya kesepian, lantas mengapa saya menolak semua pangeran dan pahlawan yang mencoba menghampiri saya, mengapa?Mungkin masih ada 10 mengapa yang sedang berantrian.

Karena, menurut saya menjalinhubungan dan komitmenitu repot sekali, gusti! Belum lagi jika sesial sial nya anda bertemu dengan seorang pria dictator, keras kepala, childish dan memiliki seluruh keburukan di jagat raya ini, seorang pria yang memuliakan materi?

Ah itu sama saja dengan menjerumuskan hidup anda kedalam jurang malapetaka yang lebih mematikan kebanding meminum racun pemungkas tikus.

Jadi, buatanda yang memilikipacarsepertiitu, atau anda merasa tertekan dikarenakan hubungan anda dengan pacar anda naik turun bak hingus, segera singkirkan batu kerikil di jalan hidup anda! Itu tidak memberikan anda kebahagian yang universal! Anda harus tau, apa yang anda mau dan apa yang anda butuhkan.

Oke, benar semua diatas ditujukan sepenuhnya kepada saya pribadi, sengaja menggunakan Promina ‘anda’ supaya tidak tertembak langsung kelubung hati, namun rasanya boomerang, alhasil sama saja, nyantolnya di jantung.

an insanity in the middle of night, I don’t mind making a joke, but I mind to be one.

I seriously need ice cream now, strawberry sundaes would be nice, anyone could get it for me?

Now playing Elvis Persley, Jail House Rock, a semi pop rock and roll, *laughingoutloudlytillcry* I love this song so much sometime.

11:37 DANCE IN THE RAIN

Episode 3

14 November 2012,

Once, I am failed to love someone, today is his birthday, another H in my life.

I told myself to erase things about him in my mind, I have decided, but when he text me, I still yet, remember his number, thought it had been deleted from my phone book and everywhere,… but yet, I still remembering his number…

This somebody tell me that, yes… the most difficult things is to forget things that you want it best,

So, am I struggling for wanting “HE” best?

Since that H has chosen that little girl there in B town, instead of me, I declare that I lost to the bottom, and I am giving up, I am running away from this problem from the era of milieu.

I won’t let anyone to write on my book of journey, I am going to hold the pen till I die”

Now playing, depapepe weather clock, tonight yes, November rain from gun and roses would be the best to describe this but the vocalist do not seems suitable for my mood now, so, I think raindrops keep falling on my head from BJ Thomas will give me a better solution, life is not about waiting the rain to stop, it is about how do you going to dance in the rain.